its funny that when i read your title, I assumed you would list all the things that are WRONG with your life. But you've listed so much that si GOOD about your life (the choices and how you wouldn't trade it for anything). It doesn't seem to make much sense to me as a result.

Maybe this is just another step in your crazy life - fun but scary to not know what's around the corner. I think it's something people of our generation (just starting out in this economy) face. (I'm not sure how old you are - I'm still in school so probably a bit older but same idea).

Just because you get a job does not make you useless. and you say you had one for 3 years. there are people out there COMPLETELY qualified who can not get a job!

I don't know what your degree is in, and what happened at the last job. so I don't have specific advice for you. but try to look at things through new perspectives. Are there lesser jobs you can take in the meantime to stay in the same area if you want? Are there other opportunities in your home town - either educational or work related - that you can take advantage of? Living at home, you could do some community service/for free type work that could help the look of your resume while you job search. You could also tag on extra qualifications from a state / local school - giving you that extra edge over other people applying to the same jobs.


Take care, I hope things look up for you - chin up!