Thank you for hanging in there with me today. It's so incredibly difficult for me to deal with the transference stuff. I keep thinking you're rejecting me, or indifferent to me, etc etc etc. Then I find out at the next session you didn't feel that way at all. So where do those emotions come from? They come from the past. They're not real. I'm transferring them onto you, and I would be doing the same thing if I had a relationship in real life. Gaahhhh!!! I need to catch myself sooner when I start feeling this way and bring it up. On the few times I've been able to do this, we can talk about it and I can see that I'm misinterpreting your words or actions. I'm trying not to get discouraged, but I wonder if I can ever get over this and react to the reality, the present. Thanks for being there for me.