No he doesn't pick it up from me...those are just the emotions I remember feeling before I went numb. He acted out on his brother and I didn't overreact or under-react I just told him he broke the rules and this is a secret free home. I also made a sooner appt for the counselor so she can help with this. I am under so much stress lately with my sister becoming psychotic with her mental illness. So I don't know if it was because I was leaving the house more or spending more time on the phone and internet?? I don't know if this is something sexual or normal curiosity but in light of the past disclosure I have to take it seriously. I don't remember ever wanting to act out on other kids or being curious about their bodies. I know I shouldn't relate the two it is just extremely difficult to feel like I am doing the right thing for him.