I'm so hurt. So ashamed. I'm sick to my stomach. I have spent so much time trying to open up to my husband about the truth. As soon as I finally do, he attacks me. yells at me. Makes me feel like a complete idiot. Does all this in front of his MOTHER. Why did I open my mouth. I should have stuck to my gut. opening up....ha. no one cares about your emotions. might as well keep them inside. please don't tell me to go to a psychologist or whatever. my husband messed that up, even if I got the nerve to go. we dont have insurance anymore. gaaahhhh, I'm so hurt.