dear t, thanks for tonight. it was the first time in a l o n g time that i didn't feel afraid of you...
and i didn't feel judged. i felt like you were trying to help with real things and not just with words. words are wonderful, concrete things help me to hang on to the session and get something back in return. you said i was great about something, thank you, i just wish i could remember what?

ps one thing is scaring me.. i am afraid to tell you because it won't happen for seventeen more months but i am planning now. it is sad but it is for the best!