I think this is totally irresponsible of this clinic. Did they give you any list of options that you may pursue in getting help? Any idea at all where you could turn? ARGH! I am so upset that this place that is supposed to help people get better is leaving a friend of mine in a lurch.
{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}} I wish there was something I could do other then fuming and biting my nails. I have read everyone's responses and really have nothing more to add other then to agree with them. You can make it through this. It feels impossible now but you can. There are other doctors out there that can help you, people who won't leave you feeling abandoned and alone. People who will support you even when you get into a place where your life become unmanageable and you make mistakes. They are out there, you can find them. Just know that we love you and want you to keep safe.
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft