Yes I miss some members who just stopped posting - I worry something bad happened but also hope they're doing well and don't need the online support. I send PM's to those who disappear and thankful 2 have answered me in the last week. To me online friends are significant to me and not just the typical online friendship. I was thinking about my time here today and came here at a crisis time in my life. I couldn't confide in 1 single person IRL so I came here - it poured out like the Hoover Damn broke lol.

It offered me a place to rant and a tremendous outlet from the daily hell, from my unusual marriage problem. I also have come to the realization that I'm at a stagnant point in my life, so I have to make some changes and venture out. I also realized I love helping others. I've made some great friends - wish I had friends like this IRL. I've finally reached a point where I'm going to finally get a resolution to my problem - its been an arduous journey.