Ability to Deal with Rejection: 37

"You tend to be rather worried about being rejected by others. As a result, you may often find yourself bending over backwards to make sure you get and keep other people's approval. Rejection by the people in your life would be a serious blow to your self-esteem, and may be something you have experienced before. It's important for you to realize, as difficult as it may be, that the only approval you should be worried about is your own - and that the potential for rejection actually starts with you. In essence, if you don't respect and approve of yourself all that much, you project an image to others that says "I am not worthy, I am not good enough for you", which can result in the very rejection that you fear."

ok then........... this strengthens my fears that something is wrong.............. *sigh*