Thanks for the hugs and support, it really means a lot to me. Yeah, I have an appt on Monday and texted T all emotional last night. She texted back (which she never does, she just calls when she can) this morning saying she didn't think she could call until later and that she'd try to find the time to get back to me. I'll be out of town this weekend (leaving in the next few hours), so hopefully I'll be occupied until my Monday appt.