(((((steph2133)))) I'm sorry you're feeling so lousy. I think your being able to hold down the job of daycaring is a huge accomplishment in spite of what you're going through.
You don't have to write it but do you have a general idea of where this hurt is coming from or is it just blindsiding you out of nowhere and you have no idea where it's coming from?
It sounds to me like you may not be getting the appreciation you need and deserve from your Mom or husband. You could be feeling taken for granted.
If you're not getting anything done in the house it's probably because first-housework is a never ending chore and you're feeling soooo miserable and non energetic. Second-is anyone helping you with the house work?

It's very tiresome for me just to watch a child or two for a couple of hours when I'm feeling good-let alone a whole group of them for more then a few hours when I'm not feeling good and on top of that trying to get the housework done-(as the kids keep interrupting and then undoing all of the work that was just done.)
Lets be realistic.
If nobody is listening to you then don't keep banging your head against the wall. I made that mistake and wasted a lot of time and energy.
I think you did the right thing by coming here. I think it'll help you vent whatever it is that's making you feel so bad.
I hope we here at PC can help you find solutions or just make you feel better by being here when you need to let things out.
Welcome to PC, Steph!