((((((((((((((steph))))))))))))))))
I believe you're hurting and overwhelemed. I believe you. Is there ANY way to cut back and try to find some alone time? Since you feel your pleas and tears aren't being heard, can you make demands? I so know how you're feeling.
Are you in therapy of any kind...another something just for you.
Hang in there and lets figure something out. You're not alone.
KD