being with my boyfriend for a year is like a roller coaster but since we both love each other we still keep going. Its been 4 mos now that i move in with him lets say we have a good time together then one day we argued i called him -this and that- after that incident he is cold but we make up and we argued again i said it to him again but i apologized ( i know its all my fault). and he give up on me already but even he said that we still kiss n hug each other but no more body contact. Nothing change for my daily routine like get up early in the morning make breakfast n prepare his lunch and when his home dinner is ready. We talk we hug we kiss goodnight n goodbye and thats it. I love him so much and he loves me too. When i was in other state he went there and brought me home to his house that would be enough to prove that he really love me. But things change, he is mean and rude to me now.. He said his not gonna kick me out but if i could find a room to move. I am confused of everything, one day their' a guy came to me n sit beside me he was jelous, he loves me, he doesn't want to lose me but why he wants me to move. he said we still gonna see each other have dinner together n go to a movie. Why is it like that?? i am so confused. Do i have to fight and keep going or be gone.. He is my everything thoug, i can't afford to lose him. I work my *** just to save this relationship.
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