hey all. i really don't know if i should be posting this here or BP but i am going to do it here. anyways my friend who has been diagnose with bipolar went with me on a road trip we went and visited a friend a had a blast! he was in such a great mood, smiling, making jokes actually having fun. but when we came back to school it went all down hill. we didn't talk at all he didn't answer my phone calls. When i saw him yesterday he looked so distant that his body was there but he wasn't. i really don't know what happened he took his meds and all that. I know i can't be there for him all the time but i makes me so upset when hes hurting and there is nothing i can do for him. I have been staying over at his apt. until very late because he has asked me too. he tells me he doesn't feel safe. I can understand that I mean his apt is where allot of his SI has taken place. Oh there is so much going on in his life and why is do good people have to suffer so much??? Well everyone thanks for listening i just needed to get this stuff out because none of my other friends understand what hes going through and what i am going through. Just thanks for listening.
Andrea