THIS was the last coherent thread i posted here. then i entered 'stuck' place for about three months - feeling unsafe, a rupture - she said i'd been resistant ... etc.

in the last two sessions, we finally turned a corner, i feel safer and I can feel forward movement in the work again ... and i find that it's almost like the last three months didn't happen - like i'm in the same place i was ...

i don't know how to deal with feels of attraction toward my therapist (or anyone, for that matter {celebrities don't count }) (and the issue has nothing to do with her gender)

she looked so pretty yesterday.

i am so uncomfortable with this - i don't even know how to let myself feel this. how do i do that?

i have no one to talk to about this... i could use some words of support, commiseration, hugs. please?

thanks so much for reading.