(((((dps)))) with the current moon phase we are struggling but we just want to keep letting you know we are still here for you,we still see you and we still understand. it stinks that the further inisde we go the more we find out and the more the pain and terror permeate. but just know that somewhere,someplace and sometime IT WILL END!!! we say that as much for ourselves as we do for you because we all need to hear it and eventually believe it. we gave up on trying to keep track of all the anniversaries-they number so high its pointless to even try. were sure you get that! we didnt know you had yet another surgery coming up-may we ask what for this time? you are infinitely much braver than we are because that would set us into a place we dont think we could return from. we admire you for that♥ things starting to get fuzzy foggy so we just leave you with our love and encouragement and always only just a PM away♥♥♥♥♥♥♥