I also just noticed this post (3 days later...) but wanted to respond. I'm sorry you are in a down cycle and then having work issues on top of that.
Are things a bit better for you now? Thanks for posting, and I hope your down cycle is getting better!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.