Most of the time I am here and I make sure we present appropriately in public. But the other day I wasn't at my session, someone else was, he was a protector. This is the first time I remember not feeling pushed aside, I just wasn't there, but I remember the session. I was aware of what was being said. I hadn't met the alter speaking but I was familiar with him. I don't believe I am the person born. I understand myself as the greeter, but I have never had an experience like that and I am trying to figure out why I remember most of the events of the session but clearly felt I wasn't there for any of it. I don't know how to explain this better. If this sounds familiar to anyone please let me know.