Your T hugged your inner child not the adult you.
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i was a little kid(i am always young when i am in a dream,does this happen to anyone else)
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Because your unresolved issues are from this time period? And because of these unresolved issues you are sort of stuck there?
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there were many flights of stairs and i was in a room at the very top and my T and the mother were in a kitchen all the way down at the bottom.
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This is significant. You were in your room upstairs a lot as a kid?
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i believe my T was trying to tell the mother what was going on with me and how what she was doing was hurting me etc...
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T taking care of you.
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i couldn't talk and that was one of the problems.
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Yes it is (in therapy).
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i was so so terrified that i was going to be seen by the mother during the whole dream.
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You probably grew up like this but I was wondering if this is significant for today? Could this also mean that you are terrified of the issues from that time as being seen?
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my T was there and i wanted to be close to her i wanted her to know i was there.
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Very good!
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the mother seemed to be totally oblivious to the fact that i was there.my T bent down and gave me a hug.it felt so safe and good like she wasn't going to let anything happen to me.
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Yes! You can feel safe with T!
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but then she stopped and told me to get back up the stairs and all the fear and anger returned and i turned and started running up the stairs and i was making noise a lot of it and i was terrified the mother was going to hear and know i was there.
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I'm wondering if this is coming from you? Your fears that your T will reprimand you, ignore you, dismiss you?
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i so didn't want to wake up at all because it had felt so safe but when i woke up i was left with all the fear,panic,and anger.and felt it most of the morning.
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Yes, the predicament that you have today with T. Is she safe or is she not safe?