Was a grate night very relaxing and enjoyable didn't want the night to end was so satisfied and felt so fulfilled inside(THANK YOU GOD) next day I wanted to talk and cherish the time we had the night before but I decided to just keep it cool, try not to mess up some good positive feelings ,in the right direction finally I think the walls are moving in a good way,I am scared very nervous like when I fist meet my wife lmao is so wild like feeling,we had some real depth in are conversations last night she really opened up, I was so happy to just here her talk as if I exist again was so nice,today got up early am made breakfast and no mood changes yet!!! everything is grate I don't want it to ever end, she has many times today came to me to talk about many different things dealing with are children, I listened an wow seems like its all over,I really know it isn't but wow it has been like empty inside a black hole here for me for the last 2 months thank god and all of you for help this site is grate love the site thanks for all the support and advise really helps