CaritheBunnie, I am not sure I am understanding. If you are talking about an alter who exists to protect; I can tell youthat my protector(Sgt Major) FEELS VERY LITTLE. It would make it harder for him to protect us if he had feelings. We/I like the fact that he is unafraid.
Lost time is a symtom of DID as is headache. That might explain your teen years. We/I have very little access to those years. You might want to ask a proffesional care giver about these things.