I thought co consciousness meant that I would be there along with who ever else wanted to talk. But I wasn't there. I didn't feel pushed aside. I wasn't there for any of the session, but I remember the "get it done alter" showed up at the session first and than faded when the emotions became involved. Than the one who don't feel bad things showed up and finished the session. I remember going outside after the session and thinking about how fresh everything smelled and how bright it was. I went to my car and slept for about fifteen minuets, than got up and drove home. I don't recall ever having an alter speaking and me not being next to or behind them. I just don't know what to make of it. I did tell my t but I am not sure she can relate. The experience I had was new to me as far as I know.