Trigger for depression, drugs, alcohol, divorce, si......







I have been emailing T back and forth all morning...as many know i am a fake weed abuser. I gave it up monday...been clean for 5 days, but i back slid today out of reactionary anger ... My partner has left to her mothers and says its over. I am in a very dark place, one all to familiar... I just need a word of encouragement. Anyone. T is still emailing me even talked on the phone for like 30 minutes...all alone, for 2 days....alcohol, drugs sadness , lead me to attempt suicide... Im trying to remain positive.