I love that expression, "womp". Well, I am feeling really miserable. My anxiety makes the pain worse and the anxiety makes the pain worse. I am really tired of it. It is going to be another night of a space heater so the dryness helps me feel better. Eventhough I am in significant pain most of the time lately, I did mange to turn the mattress and make the bed fresh. That is important to tend to. I am considering sleeping at a friend's to try out her water bed with baffles. I used to have the old fashioned kind.

I called the doc's nurse today and I complained about the pain and the sleep probs. They are so much more willing to accept it then I am. I am going to try 3 mgs lunesta. I need to get rest in my sleep instead of the weird dreams and pain. They were very kind. I do appreciate that. Truth is, I am a middle age woman and I feel like I have a disability. It's a loaded one for me. Lots of issues there. So thanks for baring with me.