It's so cliche to say time heals all wounds but it does. I suffered greatly years ago when I thought this life wasn't worth living. But I survived. And even though I am lost right now, I pass the days and nights by talking to my peers, making friends and trying to enjoy what life has to offer. Sometimes I don't know how I made it through but I did.
Try to live in the now. Get up. Move around. Go outside. Breathe some fresh air. Keep posting here too, it will free your mind and help you explore outside yourself.
Chin up my friend!