So, maybe also a wish for therapy too, and a fear also? A wish to be able to communicate in a different way maybe, since writing is easier for some and would be indirect communication if you were to write and would happen to read.

And the fear may be the same as the fear in therapy, of being vulnerable and known.

I don't know, but am responding from how that might work with me, or might have worked with me earlier in therapy.

What do you think?