rambling works.

Sorry for the anniversary. Yeah, seems I knew --my body knew-- these meds were bad stuff immediately, I am allergic to most all of them and, it seems they affect most ppl that way: I have paradoxical reactions, meaning, they make me MORE DEPRESSED!!! Sounds like another faux pas by the FDA eh?

well try and look at it as a year you lived... each time we can do this, or go a little longer without a crisis, the "experts" say we are getting better... hmmm at this rate I'll have to live to be 304!

sorry, I 'm depressed too.

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>