It is so annoying.

I'm not depressed right now just a bit down, perhaps very mildly depressed. No big deal. Depression happens. Time has proven I can cope but, I've notice my brain keeps taking me back to weird random memories from my life. Events I wouldn't even remember otherwise but, when I get down it is like my mind has no capacity for the present or the future.

I *know* the past is the past and have accepted it as such so I could simply have a better outlook on life but my brain rebels. Silly brain being all emotional.

I'm slower too and less able to focus which is quite silly because I'm not especially interested in these memories and remind myself as such so I can go on about my daily tasks.

Seriously annoying and counter productive to have my mind in such a place. Brain, let's get reasonable okay?