I would really aprecciate it if someone could give me a nice answer.
Can there be a "normal" space in the bipolar disorder? I mean like not angry or sad but not very exited happy...
Like an in between.

I ask this because a few months ago i was thinking in looking for some medical help so i can figure out wether or not i may have his disorder i was feeling kinda with the sintoms like very harsh mood changes... but now i feel this feeling of not feeling anything im just like lost, sometimes i have like a flashback feeling like if i were gone and now back in my own bodd.
Can somebody help?