I'm very very unsure if I should keep going to you.
Not to give myself too much credit here, but I'm pretty sure I may play a big contribution on you retiring early! Lol

I'm really ReALLY losing it. I wish I could come see you everyday.
My life has never been THiS messed up. It's 4:56am....I'm STIll trying to fall asleep. 2 weeks? I've been outta the hospital and I'm WORSE doc! Worse!
I can't sleep w/o seroquel since they put me on it in the hospital, I'm sick of doing this ect treatment, my arms are all bruised up from all these IV's getting started in my veins every m,w,f. I hate how my dad who is tryin to help took away my car keys for now cause I'm 'not supposed to be driving while getting ect tx...even though everyone does'
I hate how I actually liked the hospital I was in better than real life :/
Agghhhhh everything's spinnin outta control. I wish you could give me house visits but you've stood your ground :/

I hope something improves.....pretty fast cause I don't know how much longer I can take I all this craziness doc....