I feel a little less down than when I wrote this, but that may reflect the fact that I just had a rather large latte at Starbucks, lol. My school at home (in San Diego) has posted the schedule of classes for next fall, and it's silly and betrays just how much of a nerd I am, but I started looking through them and getting exciting for what I'm going to study next fall. The stresses are still there--I still don't feel like studying (but then, when do I ever feel like studying?), I'm still a bit conflicted about this whole trip, and there are still aspects of my personality that worry me. But at the moment, they're not overwhelming me the way they were on Friday.

Anyway, thanks for listening and caring.