I'm glad you've posted here, imabananin. Saying what your concerns are is good--puts it out there for you are others to see and keep in mind.

All of us on this forum either are where you are or have been there and remember. We are here to support you and each other. Stop in every day to let us know how you're doing and find out how the rest of us are managing our daily work for a sober life.

Welcome to PsychCentral too! . I'm a bipolar alcoholic, so you'll find me most often in one of these forums ... but I wander since many fit my needs from day to day. Make yourself at home.