I am a marriied woman with HPD with aspd features, and from what Ive read I can be and evil treacherous woman, and at times have been! But my biggest problem isnt the lying or the sex, lol, its the fear of never recieving love from another, its trust, i dont trust anyone, and how do you know if someone really loves you or just wants your body? I struggle with this constantly. He loves He loves me not.....and Ive only loved one person in my life and he didnt hold to his promises, as usual, and now i dont know if i should trust men, no i dont love my husband, but trying to work it out for the kids, its not working.....I love the excitment of finding someone new....and what will happen....we shall see