Yeah I try and get enough rest not so much on the excercise and eating right though, sometimes I'm lucky if I can force anything down. As for my safe place my room at my moms house doesn't work, I usually hang out at my friends house(But sometimes that bothers me because i feel like its my responsibility to have my own place or whatever)...and yeah I guess I just don't see how I will get into a better mindset if theres no improvement in my environment...and I'm even uncomfortable with society itself. And thats why I wanted a part time or summer job....but I don't know if I can even handle that. I mean if I freak out on the job what would i do?