This! This is exactly how I feel. I'm so scared of being alone lately and it's not ok. When I'm with people I feel eh, when I'm with this girl I've been seeing (which I think is on the verge of ending btw ) I feel great, and when I'm alone I just feel absolutely terrible. I'm not sure why. It's not like I expect to never be by myself. I know it's normal, so what's the problem? Ugh.