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Originally Posted by mel80
I recently came across my college photos from quite few years ago but am unable to understand that the person looking back at me from those pics is me.I find this incredibly frustrating and disturbing that I can not accept that its me in the pics.What is up with that ?So I was just wondering if anybody else has experienced this sort of thing ?I wonder if the meds over the years have destroyed some part of my memory ?
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I know exactly what you mean. I have lost so much memory over the past couple of years. I believe its from meds because I never had this problem before being on meds the past few years. I have lost a lot of my memories over my life in just the past couple of years. Not sure if its from mania causing brain damage or the medications. Sometimes I start to remember things but this has just been recently. Its like I have been robbed of some of the best moments of my life. i hate it.... I look at the pictures but I dont remember being there. I dont remember what was going on or why we look the way we do or why our facial expressions are like they are. It drives me insane that I cant remember stuff. It makes me cry a lot
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