Thank you for reply to my post. No, I don't think I've met you. I'ts nice to meet you.

The problem is, I am enjoying this agression that I'm feeling about these women. I don't want to give it up and this is not like me. They have messed with me and my kid and I'm not going to let that happen again. I want to stay pissed. I have seen these women out and about at family things(the funeral, in court because of the problems my son is having) Everytime I've seen them they have glared at me big time!!! I'm not going to take this crap anymore, is how I feel. They are very terrible and I feel like they have interfeared where they SHOULDN'T have. They had no right!! I've never been a violent person and I'm alot smaller then them but if they get in my face..............they won't know what even hit them!!!! I am so pissed off at this point and I want to stay this way but since I've never felt this way...........is it right? Part of me hopes that they will get in my face at one point or another so they'll be sorry for what they've done, so I can show them they CAN'T mess with ME. You don't come in between a mother and her child or you'll regret is, is how I feel about them. SIGH Maybe, when I was 242 miles away and I couldn't do anything that one night that they both attacted me on the phone, maybe that's why I feel like I want to BEAT it into their heads(literally) so they will understand I'm not going to take this crap!! But then, maybe I want to take my agression out on them and it's my agression from years gone by that I haven't been able to stick up for myself when it came to my son. At this point I could care less because it's them that I would love to put in thier place. I'm soooooo fricking angry about the fact that they thought it was ok to do that to someone else when they would never EVER had allowed anyone to do that to them!! I think I'm just going to hold on to this anger for a while and use it if I need it. I'd love to be able to use it on them. Boy, this isn't me, ya know? oh well.

Thanks for your suport. I don't know if I explained myself good enough in my post but I think I might have now. If you NOW have any suggesion I would still be thankful.

Love,
Wendy