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I had one Wednesday, my second. The first was in August. Nothing brought on the one Wednesday. We are hoping it's the Mirena I have and I have an appointment Tuesday to have it removed.
CT scan came back normal.
The ER gave me Ativan and nausea medicine. This is the first day since that I did not wake up shaking terribly from anxiety. Couldn't breathe, haven't been able to eat since.
I will force crackers and grapes, glucerna, tablespoons of sugar because my sugar levels keep dropping but the nerves refuse to let me swallow any food.
If it's not the mirena, I really really need good words of support right now. Nothing scary or I will go into another severe anxiety attack. And they are bad and once they start, they last for hours. Even if I take the Ativan it does nothing.
Tell me it's ok please. Tell me that it's not as scary as it seems please...

I'm on the verge of a break down if it doesn't get fixed from removing the mirena...

I'm so afraid...