rainbowzz.. if i could cry and it be one that would finally make me feel good i think i would love it.. but its like nothing makes me feel good anymore.. i cant get that good feeling back in me.. its gone and i cant bring it back.. alksfjd;laskjf i dont want to cry anymore either i dont want to cry anymore why cant this crying crap just stop why cant it stop once and for all why? how long am i going to cry about this? shes not going to come back!!! i cant spend the rest of my eternity crying over something i cant chnage.... mama's gone! what is wrong with me!!! i h*te this in me!!!!