Yeah I guess I just don't think a job is a good idea right now...its to much stress honestly. And I do try to focus on one day at a time.....but I still worry about stuff because I never can seem not to. Also from my perspective the bad days never passed before anyways so why would they now? I mean even before I was pretty..Also the only thing I haven't failed at is highschool, but that is not really worth much to me.