Today was a good day. Got to connect with a lot of good people. Didn't accomplish much though. Will finally get to see my T tomorrow and I am so relieved. This has felt like the longest two weeks ever since I haven't been in school and haven't had a reason to get up in the morning. Every day just blends into each other and I feel like I have no purpose and I wonder what the future will hold for me.

I wonder about who will take care of me in my golden years too. I am in my 30s and I can't even get myself together to take care of my parents. I guess my sister could take care of me later in life, but I don't want to be a burden to her or anyone.

But I know, here, I am not alone!