Hey Valium,
I can really identify with some of the things you are saying. The unreal, surreal and not knowing yourself is so familiar... it is a very scary feeling, and I myself have wondered many times whether that really is anxiety, or maybe I am totally crazy.

I have got a lot better with medication and taking so time away from everything to get myself better, but there are so many times a day it hits me again, and it all comes back to you... I do feel like I will never forget what It feels like to have anxiety.

I hope that the medication works for you, and keep searching for that light at the end of the tunnel, it is there... just hard to see sometimes...

Take care,

Kelly