Thank you bpd2 for that post. I found it inspiring that you can find joy in the little things in life. I'm struggling at the moment - there are moments within the day where I am fine and then I will get flashbacks or get triggered and everything comes crashing down and its hard to claw my way back up again. I'm in my 20's and I really hope that things WILL get better as it seems like there is an endless void stretching in front of me, and life seems pretty pointless if this is all there is