This weekend was uncomfortable in some way. Last friday was the anniversary of the company I work in the warehouse. I was sooooo cold, everybody was thinking that I was crazy because everybody was sweating I never felt something like it, and then the worst part the dinner. I just wanted 2 or 3 shrimps and when I went to the table one of the presidents of the company was sitting in there. He knows about my anorexia and told me "it's good to see u eating I know it's difficult but I'm glad" NOOOOOOO I wasn't going to eat so I moved the food in the plate and the throw it away. I got home and ate my soda crackers like everyday. I would like to eat like a normal person but it's so difficult my stomach doesn't want to. On Saturday my husband wanted to eat outside we went to a restaurant and the only chicken they had was a little spicy wings so I eat a few with lettuce and corn (the only thing I eat everyday with 2 chicken fillets) and the pain in my stomach was awful I thought I would die. Just can't do it, can't eat nothing additional of what I eat everyday.
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