I slipped up and you're gunna be mad. But I'm not seeing you for three weeks so maybe you won't have to know?

I have to put it on my diary card for new T but hopefully she won't care and won't tell you?

Please don't leave me I'm going to go back to where I was when you leave. I can feel it already . Everyone says how great I'm being with the change of you leaving - they have no idea, I'm crying just thinking about it. I'm holding it together cuz I don't want to let you down but what's stopping me once you're gone?