I had a dream the night before last that made me wake up crying. I was extremely angry at my husband and my daughter for some reason. Or maybe I wasn't mad at my daughter but I locked her out of a glass door. I was crying and went into our spare bathroom with my husband following me and turned around to face him and shot myself in the head. In the dream I could see myself doing it and all I could do was cry.

That day I remember I was thinking about when my husband's mom tried slitting her wrists when he was a teenager and telling him it was because of him. I wonder if that had anything to do with the dream or if it is just the other issues going on in my relationship with him that caused this dream. This was the first time I have had a dream like this and it has scared the hell out of me.

For more background information you can read some of my other posts. Any insight would be appreciated.