I see my psychologist on Thursday, I don't have long left with her and she will be on leave very soon.

There is something I want to tell her - but if I do she won't let it happen, plus someone I know said he's going to call my nurse about it and if he does - then I'm screwed.

I was going to write my psychologist a letter explaining everything to read after, so she understands.

It's just this thing has to happen - I have to protect other people, I'll be a hero - but I'm scared no one will see it that way.

This could already be screwed up for me - but if not, should I tell her or just give her the letter.