thank you guys for supporting me on this. i was starting to think i was the one who was wrong.

i don't think there's any way out of it though. my coach doesn't have a boss so i can't talk to his superior and if i talk to a teacher at school then my parents will find out.....i'm shaking just imagining what my father will do to me then.

today i thought maybe coach just thinks i'm a lousy player and he's trying to motivate me so i tried asking him to ease up a bit. but then he took my phone, called my father and told him that the lesson would be take a few extra hours today. then he made me do the same thing i already described and he was screaming at me and yelling "who the hell do you think you are" and "the only reason i would want you as a son is so i could beat the crap out of you and not get in trouble for it"

i think i just have to take coach's abuse otherwise i'll have a lot more days like today and my father will be beating me until the day i graduate.