Please don't apologize for posting here, that's exactly why this site exists! Trust me Puffyprue, I am feeling the exact same way lately. I feel like all I want to do is cry but I can't. Numb is a good way of putting it. I get this fuzzy feeling in my head (and not a good fuzzy) and suddenly all I have sad/negative thoughts that make me want to cry or do something to make them go away. But nothing works. Please reach out to me if you need someone to talk to. I would benefit from it as well so please don't feel like it would be a burden.