Yes, I agree with what everyone is saying too. You'r here right? That means you are willing to speak out and ask for help and that's Excellent! It's the first step my friend, like with all things delicate that deal with the heart and mind, you need to take baby steps. This is one step. Going to see a therapist is a little bigger step. That's all. One thing at a time.

Keep posting though! Whatever you are feeling no matter how small and trivial. We are all here to listen. Good luck!