I am not feeling very good about any of this today

Today i dont think T cares, she just talks because i pay her.
That we cant believe any of the nuce things she says.
We chatted last night& today i got the bill for the ladt 3 weeks. She said she knows talking online isnt the same or as good as in person. And shes still charging me $X, even tho she charges most people $Y, so i am still getting a really good deal.And she needs to start scheduling sessions because even tho shes been talking to just me for a few weeks, shes starting to talk to more and more people.
I dont know, it just made me feel like just another client.